Tuesday, June 10, 2014

Missing a Certain Someone

     I saw someone today who is very special to me. We did not speak as there is no reason too even though I wanted. This person may not be who you think. And you probably don't understand how I feel about the person as my feelings may not be what you think. Lots of synchronicity is surrounding her at this time. I wont get into those details as there is no real reason. The message is for me and not to be necessarily shared to the public as you wont understand it. This individual was like a daughter to me, whom I loved as a daughter, but do to life circumstances I am no longer involved with the family, though I think of them often and pray for them often. I hope to have kids just like those two, and a daughter just like her. I hope to one day have a happy family filled with love. It is one of my biggest dreams and yet so simple, but I know it will make me happy. No matter what the situation, I will always be happy if I have kids who  love me and I can love back and a companion to be a great parent with whom I can share unconditional love. God will grant me this if it be His will. Until then, His will be done.


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     The whore of Babylon seems to cross correspond to the Bride of Christ. The Bride of Christ is the Church. The Whore is the Satanic Church.
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     I am getting hungry as I sit here. In just under half-an-hour I am going back home to eat some pizza and an asiago cheese bagel. I may or may not get some soda later. I know this bores you, but these are my thoughts and this is my blog so I write what I want! I have spent today looking for apartments and calling apartments and have at least one possible choice that I am going to pursue. I need to give Sam and my Mom a call too to square away some business. I have some DVDs at home to watch. One particular one seems interesting. I obsessed over Silent Hill: Revelation. I must have watched it ten times over the period of one week. I love Silent Hill. This Saturday in Norman is n event called 'June Bug Jam'. Check it out if you are in the area.


     In Oklahoma unemployment is as bad as other parts of the country, but it is near impossible for me to find a good job. Someone out there help me! I haven't even had interviews lately. I just get rejections every where I go. Everything I have I have acquired through my own efforts and the Grace of God. None through society or the government. It is very frustration, disheartening and is making me bitter, but I keep the light inside me burning to fight the corruption around me.
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My Forecast:
* 2.5-3.5 earth quakes for Oklahoma over the next few days.
* Hot and muggy weather for the next few days. Some chance of storms. Humidity through the roof.
* I will soon have established an apartment to move into.
* I may host the Baha'i 19-day feast later this month.
* Mars will continue to be bright in the sky. Take a peak at it if you can. Its the big red "star" in the night sky.
* Large earthquake in the near future in the south west Pacific.
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     There has been a high school shooting in Oregon. Two people dead including the shooter who may have shot him/her self.



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