Greetings. I have been away for awhile. No big reason. Just decided to take a break from the blog. Well it wasn't that really. Just haven't been motivated to write, though it has frequently crossed my mind. I have been following the flu outbreak and we seem to just be past the peak possibly. This year's epidemic seems to have been significantly worse than last seasons, with tent hospitals being set up in California and larger than normal fatality rates. I predict that next year's season will be worse than this one, but I don't think H1N1 will be such a problem in following years (at least for the United States). By that time enough people will have been vaccinated or caught the virus and built immunity to where spread will be limited by the immune. I have been vaccinated and believe myself to be immune to the H1N1 strain and probably the other circulating strains that were included in the vaccine. Shirley Temple Black has passed away at the age of 85. I believe that is the second or third celebrity death recently-and you know they happen in 3's.
Iranian Navy ships have been headed towards American maritime boarders.
Have you seen the film pi? I suggest you see it. I can sympathise with the main character, Max Cohen, who is a mathematical genius who is searching for a number pattern. The movie includes some Cabalistic wisdom. What I can sympathise with, is last year I took on an extensive study of scripture and prophecy looking for a pattern of sorts. I found a puzzle that the more I learned about it, the less I knew. Though I learned a lot and expanded my knowledge of scriptural prophecy, I did not find any definite answers. Just more wisdom. I continue my research of world religious writings in my never ending search for truth and GOD. It is a never ending journey and puzzle that I will never solve. But, solving the puzzle is not the important part. It is the journey and knowledge gained from it and the way I use that knowledge to grow psychologically and spiritually and even secularly. I continue to follow current events and how they relate to prophecy, but my study of eschatology is not as obsessive as it once was. For example this blog began as a newsletter and journal of the apocalypse and has evolved into an online publication relating to all things that interest me.
A show that is a favorite of mine, is 'Northern Exposure'. My favorite character in that show is Christ Stevens. It used to be Joel, because he is a Doctor, but since I have changed for the better I find myself thinking more like Chris, and even asking myself "what would Chris do"? He is the kind of person whom I seek to be like. I am also a big fan of Ed, because both of us are studying to be Shamans, and he is also a benign and spiritual guy.
I have been having a repeating dream lately. That I am back in High School and thinking of skipping some classes (which I never did). I also seem to forget what classes I am supposed to go to, so I seek someone from the office to get me a schedule. I kind of think the High School represents the school of life and me "skipping" some lessons I am supposed to be learning or loosing my way (forgetting what classes I am supposed to attend). There is more to the dream, but that is an abridged version. Some of the other details are privy to me. I am having this dream almost every night. Or I dream that I am stuck in a place like the mall and no matter how much I explore the mall I can never seem to get out. Door ways just lead to more mall and I seem trapped in it. I kind of think I have been experiencing sleep paralysis and the feeling of being trapped is in actuality a phase of paralysis and an inability to wake myself up. Even in the dream I get a sense of wanting to wake up. Perhaps it is a metaphor for wanting to "wake up" from this world (the Matrix), but being unable to?
Iranian Navy ships have been headed towards American maritime boarders.
Have you seen the film pi? I suggest you see it. I can sympathise with the main character, Max Cohen, who is a mathematical genius who is searching for a number pattern. The movie includes some Cabalistic wisdom. What I can sympathise with, is last year I took on an extensive study of scripture and prophecy looking for a pattern of sorts. I found a puzzle that the more I learned about it, the less I knew. Though I learned a lot and expanded my knowledge of scriptural prophecy, I did not find any definite answers. Just more wisdom. I continue my research of world religious writings in my never ending search for truth and GOD. It is a never ending journey and puzzle that I will never solve. But, solving the puzzle is not the important part. It is the journey and knowledge gained from it and the way I use that knowledge to grow psychologically and spiritually and even secularly. I continue to follow current events and how they relate to prophecy, but my study of eschatology is not as obsessive as it once was. For example this blog began as a newsletter and journal of the apocalypse and has evolved into an online publication relating to all things that interest me.
A show that is a favorite of mine, is 'Northern Exposure'. My favorite character in that show is Christ Stevens. It used to be Joel, because he is a Doctor, but since I have changed for the better I find myself thinking more like Chris, and even asking myself "what would Chris do"? He is the kind of person whom I seek to be like. I am also a big fan of Ed, because both of us are studying to be Shamans, and he is also a benign and spiritual guy.
I have been having a repeating dream lately. That I am back in High School and thinking of skipping some classes (which I never did). I also seem to forget what classes I am supposed to go to, so I seek someone from the office to get me a schedule. I kind of think the High School represents the school of life and me "skipping" some lessons I am supposed to be learning or loosing my way (forgetting what classes I am supposed to attend). There is more to the dream, but that is an abridged version. Some of the other details are privy to me. I am having this dream almost every night. Or I dream that I am stuck in a place like the mall and no matter how much I explore the mall I can never seem to get out. Door ways just lead to more mall and I seem trapped in it. I kind of think I have been experiencing sleep paralysis and the feeling of being trapped is in actuality a phase of paralysis and an inability to wake myself up. Even in the dream I get a sense of wanting to wake up. Perhaps it is a metaphor for wanting to "wake up" from this world (the Matrix), but being unable to?
