Saturday, June 22, 2013

Going Through My Own Apocalypse and Giving the Gift 0f Love (a Letter to those Close to me)

     Life is still putting up a challenge for me. Yesterday I met up with the woman with whom I had that rocky relationship I reported here. She is happy in her new life. And I am happy for her. And though, it hurts me and things have been rough, I believe that Gods hand was in this. In yesterday's post I mentioned a burning sensation in my chest after having prayed and in an unexpected way, God answered that prayer. I was given closure and learned and heard all that I needed to. I want to give praise to God for giving me that opportunity and chance to heal and for guiding me through those really tough moments where for a brief second it felt like I would just collapse like a deck of cards in a hurricane, but God kept me together, wiped away the tears from my eyes, picked me up and dusted me off and set me on my way, just when I didn't think I was able to do it for myself. You probably are already have read the poem Foot Prints in the Sand, but let me leave a link for you just in case: http://www.footprints-inthe-sand.com/index.php?page=Poem/Poem.php

     So to S.M. I wish you well in whatever you do. And may God's guidance and presence and blessing be with you always, as I know he already is. Listen to God's guidance and know that everything will turn out exactly as the LORD intends it too... and he wants the best for all of us. I will never forget you, or stop loving you-but we cant be in each others lives anymore. And to Robin S. (I didn't want to use your last name-didn't know if I was allowed to) thank you for being there for me for the past nine years. You are special to me in ways I can' put words to. I don't think a lady (besides my mom) has ever loved me as much as the love you have given me for the past years. Our relationship has been a very special one and it has never been broken. We share a faith in God, and I give thanks to God for him putting you in my life. I have never know another person like you.
you, or stop loving you-but we cant be in each others lives anymore. And to Robin S. (I didn't want to use your last name-didn't know if I was allowed to) thank you for being there for me for the past nine years. You are special to me in ways I can' put words to. I don't think a lady (besides my mom) has ever loved me as much as the love you have given me for the past years. Our relationship has been a very special one and it has never been broken. We share a faith in God, and I give thanks to God for him putting you in my life. I have never know another person like you.

      To Jackie-happy early birthday! You also are a very special person with a very special purpose. I wish good health for you and the baby! Children are a gift from God and I am so excited! Much love to you. And to "friends" who stab other friends in the back-I am going to do everything in my power to forgive you. Not because I want to. Because God wants me to. And if I expect to be forgiven for my marks I have to extend that forgiveness to others. Your actions have shown the kind of person you are, and I want nothing more to do with you. I will leave it at that.

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