The 12 Imam and some comparisons

     The 12th Imam is a character in Islam. He is the 12 of a line of Imams. He has been alive for centuries but will not be revealed until the last days. 12 is a significant number for the Abrahamic faiths (especially in Christianity). Think of the 12 Tribes of Israel, the 12 Apostles. Mahdi (another title for the 12th Imam) is considered by many to be the ultimate savior of mankind. He will be the final Imam. Al Mahdi was born in 869 but was put into hiding per God in 941. He remains alive to this day and will show himself during the Age of Satan.

Reminiscing on Boot Camp and Filling With Regret and "Survivor's" Guilt

     Today the weather was warm and decent for winter time. We have been lucky to have this many beautiful days this winter, but I was too warmly dressed so as I went on my errands today I was uncomfortable. After having dinner I walked out side and the smell of the air and the cool, yet warm air gave me a little flash back to boot camp. The ghostly feeling reminded me of standing in formation after evening chow in silence, feeling home sick and depressed. The kind of depression you get when you're 19 and being screamed at by a Drill Instructor re-thinking your motivation to enlist and wondering "what the hell did I get myself into"? That time in Recruit Training as an E-1 was some of the most horrifying and demanding weeks of my life, but at the same time-I miss no other time in my life than those weeks which turned me from a boy into a man. A rite of passage and life experience I will never have again in this incarnation. I still remember my DIs vividly and Samantha (my girlfriend at the time) who was my first real love and who also enlisted to be a Marine, and how my life was just starting. The naivety of my youth and the lies my Recruiter told me that I bought without an ounce of skepticism. What I would do to return to that time period and the life changes I would make. I would be a much different person now. Reader-I don't expect you to understand how I regret now giving my life in the service of my country in the desserts of the Middle East. My greatest regret is not dying a proper hero's death, while so many other gave so much. I live regretting and in decade long guilt that I am alive when so many of my Comrades are not.


     My dinner tonight was macaroni and chilly. The flavor of which reminded me of the food I ate at Marine Corps Recruit Depot-San Diego. The food there was good. I liked it. I like most food anyway, but it didn't compare to a properly made home cooked meal (which I am unable to make). As I am sitting here I am falling into an existential depression. I don't know if it is from the unintentional melancholy of what I am sharing here (this post actually began as an attempt to share a positive experience), or if the darkening evening and approaching night is effecting me. Especially during winter, I seem to become depressed right about the time the sun has set. Nighttime can be a hell for me. Especially as I lay in bed unable to sleep, begging myself to slip into the temporary relief of sleep (assuming my dreams are merciful enough not to present their own mental anguish awakening me to a conscious regret of being alone and amongst the living).


     My religious faith and eternal debt to GOD (Whom has never turned away from me, even when I did) keeps me alive and happy in spite of my selfish self-loathing. Because God has other plans for me, I am here today providing whatever service to Him that I am unaware of. Knowing that some day I will depart this realm to draw closer to His being. Valentines Day is coming up and Sommer recently dumped me, so I will be spending another Valentines Day single and ignored by the female gender.

'The Ghost of You' music video by My Chemical Romance

http://youtu.be/uCUpvTMis-Y

Briantology Numerology

My understanding of the meaning of numbers.

0-None. Absence and non-evidence. The void. Non-existence.

1-Single. Stands alone. Whole. Deity. God.

2-A pair. A couple. Lord and Lady. Deity. God and Goddess.

3-The Trinity. Law of Threes. Things happen in 3s. God Head. Father, Son and the Holy Ghost.

4-Completion. A cycle. Four prayers of Buddhism.

5-Rule of Fives. 2+3=5. Pentacle/Pentagram. The five wounds of Christ (palms and feet pierced and crown of thorns). Magick.

6-Mankind/Man. The Devil. The Antichrist. The Mark of the Beast. 666. 616.

7-God. Perfection. Good luck. 777.

8-Cycles. Eternity.

9-Ego. Self. Important number in LaVeyan Satanism.

10-Good luck. The sum of all basic positive attributes of the Briantology numbers.

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13

+26

=39

My birthday-August 17th, 1984 (08.17.84).

08   -8

17

+84>11

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Everything in the Inifiniverse works in synchronicity with everything else.

    

Revisiting My Numerology Forecast For Myself

     A year ago I consulted a numerology chart for myself for the unlucky year of 2013 and today I am looking back over it and checking the accuracy of the forecast.

     For the entire year it predicted that it would be a time where I would achieve many things and overcome problems. This is accurate, because this year has brought with it, a time for me overcoming some problems and making some positive life changes as well as the end of relationships and the beggining of new ones. I also tried to work to help other people and benefit society. Different people may have different opinions about that however.

     In Febuary the forecast was that something would get in the way of my journey. I don't recall anything like that happening, but a relationship I was in at the time, fell apart soon after. What does 2014 have in store for me? I don't know, I didn't consult the divinatory arts for this year. So, we will just have to wait and see!

Reading Updates and the Syrian Drama Goes On

But in your hearts revere Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect, keeping a clear conscience, so that those who speak maliciously against your good behavior in Christ may be ashamed of their slander.     -1 Peter 3:15-16

     It looks like the cleaning job I thought I may have got, didn't come through. I have another interview scheduled next week with a different company. I used to consider '37' to be my lucky number, but after some review I am second guessing that. I think I will go back to number '23' and '93' as my numbers of choice and maybe '11'. If I need more numbers then I may revert back to using '37', but I think I am going to abandon that one. In fact now that I think of it a bad event occurred in the not to distant past that caused a ripple effect in my life that involved the number 37, so really it's probably a bad number for me! Still trying to quit smoking. Down to just a few cigarettes a day. Those last few are the hardest to break. Especially the first one in the morning. I recently finished a few books by Larry D. Harper from www.voiceofelijah.org. The books of his, that I read, I had ordered for free off his website. Worth reading and short. Yesterday I began reading The Apocalypse Code by Hank Hanegraaff. So far it is turning out to be a really good book, and I like where he is going with his views on the Israel/ Palestine territorial dispute. The next book on my reading list is likely to be Wanna Hear a Whopper? by Larry Harper. I have also completed my reading of the English translation of the Qur'an and found it to be an enlightening and enjoyable text not much different than the Bible or any other scripture.

The Syrian Crisis

     Syria is reported to have decided to destroy its stock pile of chemical weapons. Russia seems satisfied with the decision, but President Obama seems bent on military action. I will support the decision of my President, however I don't believe that direct military action would be the best or wisest solution and President Obama does not seem to have much (if any) support backing him up. He appears to determined to go it alone-which kind of seems contradictory to a republic style government. Russian leader Vladimir Putin believes that Syrian rebels carried out the chemical weapons attack in order to draw in international support. I suppose we will see the truth of this in the coming days. Russia will present evidence of its claims to the UNSC.

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The Number "11 11", the Government of the Beast and Threat of the Bird Flu?

     The LORD saw how great man's wickedness on the earth had become, and that every inclination of thoughts of his heart was only evil all of the time. The LORD was grieved that he had made man on the earth, and his heart was filled with pain.     -Genesis 6:5-6

     ..."Never again will I curse the ground because of man, even though every inclination of his heart is evil from childhood".     -Genesis 8:21    

     Been having "hostile" dreams lately. Probably a reflection of pent up negative feelings that I cant constructively get rid of. I  don't have anyone with whom I can talk to, or an outlet for those emotions. So they just manifest in my dreams. A lot of that anger I am sure is directed at authority figures. I have never really been fond of authority (go figure).

11 11:

*"11 11" seems to be a global synchronistic event.

 

*My interpretation of "11 11"- Occult number (the mysteries). Synchronistic number. During the 12/21/12 phenomenon, some theorised that a cosmic event would occur at 11:00 a.m and 11:00p.m. or 11:11 UT. There was a theory that on December 21st, 2012 the Rapture of the Dead would occur at 11:11 a.m. followed by the Rapture of the Living at 11:11 p.m. (Jerusalem local time).

 

     If you notice this number (11 11) appear in connection with an interesting or unusual situation, consider the possibility that your Guardian Angel may be trying to make contact with you. What message do you believe he is trying to send? Another theory is that this number is capable of "unlocking" your DNA (which twists in a spiral-Each parent contributes 23 chromosomes to their offspring)/ to be "awakened". Edgar Cayce (?) also believed the number represented oneness with God.

 

Candidates for the Governments of the Beast:

Jehovah's Witness View on the United Nations (also the League of Nations): http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jehovah's_Witnesses_and_the_United_Nations

 

European Union Seat '666' to be filled by AntiChrist:

http://www.jesus-is-savior.com/End%20of%20the%20World/seat_666.htm

Clyde Lewis is Recovering from Surgery Due to Cancer:

http://www.groundzeromedia.org/clyde-is-recovering-from-surgery/

 

Here is Clyde's Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/groundzeroradio

Clyde has taken time off from his radio program due to a cancerous tumor in his kidney. He has had bouts with cancer before. Clyde will be in my prayers and I hope that you all will like wise pray for him!

 

Randy Travis Suffers Stroke and Is In Critical Condition:

http://www.people.com/people/article/0,,20716513,00.html

 

After surgery to release pressure on his brain, following a stroke, he remains in critical condition. I will be saying a prayer for his recovery and I ask that you do the same. We have a lot of people to be praying for!

 

New Bird Flu Strain in China Could Spark Pandemic:

http://host.madison.com/wsj/news/local/health_med_fit/uw-madison-study-new-bird-flu-in-china-could-cause/article_fe1ac2d7-3a70-5c6f-ab06-4b0bce4a4b95.html