Father God, Mother Nature!

          I am going through relationship problems. This is a constant thing with me. Every time I start dating someone, the same problems come up and the same cycles do their thing. A particularly special relationship I have been in has collapsed. The reason I said it was special, was because aside from the fact that it was special, synchronicity was occurring every where. There were the signs to go forward with it. I blew it though. That's what I am good at. It's usually from some small mistake on my part, that causes a conflagration. I'm clumsy that way. I don't know why I am driven inside towards wanting someone, when God's plan for me is not to have that person. Or is it God's plan for me to have that person, but my own screw ups that create obstacles? Does it even matter? I doubt it. What will be will be. Sometimes I feel like the Greek god Typhon.
     
     
     The Zika virus has come out of nowhere. I am bored with it myself, but the WHO says it is a worldwide emergency, because it can infect a fetus and cause Microenchephela. For healthy adults I guess its not a big deal. Just a 'flu' like illness. Ebola seems to have become endemic in central Africa. We have had a very weak flu season, which is a relief having come from several years worth of avian flu, H1N1, swine, etc. Seems to me that nature is sitting in her lab, figuring us out. She created us. And so she shall destroy us.

Wake and Shake, it's an Okie Quake!

     Yesterday we had the third largest quake in Oklahoma's history. 5.1 Magnitude. I felt it, but yesterday was a horribly bad bad day for me. I'm not going to spill my current crisis here, because i am trying to not have to revisit it unecessarily. I had a very horrible day, but let's focus on the quake. Staring at the ceiling reviewing the misery I was being dragged through, I noticed the light fixture above me shaking. When I  am feeling a temblor, I use the experience to study 'in lab' (during the shaking I make mental notes what is happening so i can analyze the quake later). I placed a hand on a dresser top and my other hand on the floor to measure the "vibrational frequency" of the seismic energy. For a moment I thought the shaking was psychosomatic-that perhaps the adrenaline from everything that day was giving me misperceptions. I confirmed the quake was seismic by noting the time and comparing notes with what the OGS and USGS have published. Something about the experience of nature's power gives me a rush. Feeling the 'moment magnitude' during the quake leaves me in a feeling of awe towards the forces that control our planet. The 'ground motion' making motion sick with vertigo from feeling the ground under me roll like a ship while simultaneously tossed around by the concussion of energy from the unimaginable power being expressed from some distant fault.

     The news reported that an amphibious assault warship (a boat load of Marines) has left to begin its voyage. Why is that significant? Because that means those Marines have a destination in mind. That means somewhere, someone is about to be invaded by us. The reason you send out an amphibious expeditionary assault corps, is to create a "beach head". That means taking a large contingency of Marines and with lightning quick speed having them occupy a coastal territory. If you have any plans on visiting the beach of a nation we currently have a beef with, it might be better to choose a different location. Places I would not suggest having a beach blanket party just yet:
*(North) Korea
*Syria
*Russia
*China (but probably not) 

Post Super Bowl Edition and In Memorium David Bowie

"The past is history, the future a mystery, and the present is called that because it is a gift."

     -Gary Busey, wise man

   
      I am in the process of getting new dental work done, which should help me in the job hunt market. I am still planning on the Flight Attendant position. I like 'serving' others. But, only when they appreciate it. North Korea just launched a satellite into space yesterday. I wish them success in their space program. May all the space agencies of the world make great discoveries and work together and share what they have learned. May the Koreas be united and may we all know peace and friendship in the new year. I believe that we have either received contact from other civilizations or have been interacting with them for awhile, whether we realize it or not. We have been visited. In the very near future I think our governments will be announcing that we are in contact with higher life that is friendly to us and beneficial like in Arthur C. Clark's Childhood's End.


      Some people are beginning to say that David Bowie's last album warns of a coming apocalypse. Well I am already a big David Bowie fan, and an apocalypse fan so I just HAVE to go out and buy this album. Let's hope I don't analyze it like Charles Manson did the Beatle's 'White' Album. I'm just kidding. I don't intend to start a race war or Helter Skelter or anything like that. But, wouldn't it be cool to see a 'black star'? This year alone we have had more than 90 earthquakes in Oklahoma. We could make a drinking game out of it. Take a shot for every quake. Only experienced players welcome. I wouldn't want anyone to drop from alcohol poisoning. Did you watch the Super Bowl? I did too. It was the 50th game, a milestone! Go Broncos! The manatee at the zoo predicted that Denver would win and indeed they did. I must visit this manatee, he is indeed an oracle. He has accurately predicted eight out of nine Super Bowl wins. I'm going to start making bets based off what he thinks. I knew Dolphins were smarter than humans, but manatees being able to see the future? Suddenly Marine science got a whole lot more interesting (as if it wasn't interesting enough already)!


     In 2013 I said that we would have drones regularly flying above our cities. This has panned out. Amazon will be using drones to deliver items ordered from their website, already criminals are using drones to drop contraband to prisoners on detention yards and you know Google already is getting in on the act. They probably started it. Folks, we are living in the future now. The present is now past. Have you noticed people becoming more agitated? The pressure is brewing in the U.S. and I am afraid a civil war or revolution could be on the horizon. The symptoms are all there. In Oregon, one of the peaceful occupiers of the wild life refuge was shot dead (he was unarmed) exiting his vehicle during a Police top conducted by Highway Patrol.


What to Do When You Get Pulled Over


* Maintain courtesy and respect. This is how you would want to be treated, right? The Policeman has been working hard all day to protect himself and others from jackasses who go around hurting people, so he's going to be a little jumpy, paranoid and stressed out. I can't blame him. Wouldn't you be too, if your job ran the daily risk of being shot or at the least verbally abused? So lets try and not only keep his stress level down, but maybe even help him relax a bit too? You might find yourself getting out of a ticket just because you treated Officer Cop like a human being and not like an ass hole. Little courtesies are appreciated BIG time. BTW: He is wearing a uniform and a badge which means someone feels he deserved the right to his title. Respect him, please.


* Turn off car, roll down windows and put keys on dash board. Turn on inside light if appropriate. This tells the Policeman "I'm not going to run, I have nothing to hide and I want you to know your safe". If you have a weapon (legally I hope-otherwise you shouldn't have had the weapon in the first place) let him know. I.E. "Good afternoon Officer, just so you know I have a Remington such-and-such in the glove compartment. I can show you the license etc. if you like".


*Use honorifics and be polite. "Sir/Ma'am". If you are confident you recognize their rank and feel comfortable then use it. "Yes, Lt." "Have a safe day Sergeant" etc.


*Vocalize what you intend to do before you do it. "My insurance is in my glove compartment on my right. I am going to reach in there and get it, if that's ok with you"?


     You might have negative feelings towards cops, but they are here to protect you and serve our community. A majority of them are doing their jobs for the right reasons, and many cops are former Armed Forced members so they do deserve positive recognition for their service to our country and community. I often thank them for what they do and give them a blessing; 'Thank you for protecting me and our community. I appreciate that and may God keep you safe'. Pray for the safety and blessings of our Soldiers, Sailors, Airmen, Marines, Coast Guardsmen, Police Officers, Reservists, National Guardsmen, Security and emergency personnel, teachers, Mothers, Fathers, Doctors, clergy, Mayors, Governor's and of course our Commander-in-Chief. God commands us to pray for our leaders. Pray for their guidance, protection and nobility. That's even more important than voting for if you bless others, blessings will come upon you. I know this works, because I have done it and seen the results.
    
     There is an Islamic Hadith that tells us that when you bless someone, you are storing gold for yourself in Heaven. Each blessing you send out will return to you seven times. If you bless your enemies and those whom have wronged you, then God "heaps burning coals upon their heads". Kill them with kindness. It really works. Plus, you wont go to prison for murder! Murder is wrong, so don't do it. But, protect yourself, the children and the innocent and be safe. May God bless you.


Thought to Ponder: (please submit your theories) Do the first four Seals of  the Lamb in Revelation correspond with the Four Horseman of the Apocalypse?

It's Not Just Oklahoma Shaking Today

    
      Good changes in my life recently. In a new relationship with a great woman who has wonderful children! Yesterday morning their was a 7.1 magnitude earthquake in Alaska. No deaths or major injuries reported. Four homes were lost however. Two to explosions caused by gas leaks and at least one other to fire. There was also a 6.2 Quake in African Spain just before dawn this morning. Winter weather in various parts of the world have caused significant deaths. Lately, I have been studying the Book of Mormon and other "revelations" of Joseph Smith Jr. While I consider the book to be fraudulent revelation, it is still a very good book with a lot of positive spiritual messages and inspirations. It should be taken for what it is-a literary work. And a good one. I believe it is mostly an autobiography of Joseph Smith's life, while his other works are occult and masonic inspired works. Recently I was put under investigation for being under suspicion of being 'radicalized'. I was interviewed by an FBI Agent who was very polite and pleasant. The interview was short and he was able to determine that I was not in fact a radical or terrorist. This very blog was also placed under scrutiny!


     As many of you know, I live in the Municipality of Norman, in the U.S. state of Oklahoma. So I want to bring up something about it today. [BTW I have recently finished writing 'The Book of Norman: Another Testament of Brian Hill' and have begun writing 'The Book of Moore; YET Another Testament of Brian Hill'] I believe that Norman is some how special. That it is "chosen" for some significant thing. Many of you who know me personally know me, know that I have a love/hate relationship with this town. When I first arrived, I was in love with every detail of it, but because of some of the towns patronage, I have become heavily disenchanted by the materialistic and oft times intolerance to the poor, gay, people of non-white ethnicity, etc. The city exists on a wide spectrum with little, to no middle ground. On one side you have the exceptionally intolerant, while on the opposite you have the all accepting and encompassing. I have found that many spiritually awakened (and also spiritually dead) people have literally been 'drawn' here by some kind of force. I feel like Norman is the grounds for some kind of preparation or asylum (no tornadoes have hit the down town area in it's history. Tornadoes usually suddenly shift course towards Moore, before hitting the populated segment of the town).


     It is also rumored to have been a sacred site for local American Indian tribes. Local lore has it that, the Amerindians had a covenant with one of their deities that this area was under supernatural protection from tornados.


LINKS:
LDS.org
Rebirth of Mormonism

Dark Times Require Acts of Love and Light-Darkness Will Then Flee From It

"We believe...that the Overmind is trying to grow, to extend its powers and its awareness of the universe. By now it must be the sum of many races, and long ago it left the tyranny of matter behind. It is conscious of intelligence, everywhere. When it knew that you were almost ready, it sent us here to do its bidding, to prepare you for the transformation that is now at hand.
All earlier changes y0our race has known took countless ages. ...By the standards of evolution, it will be cataclysmic-instantaneous. It has already begun. You must face the fact that yours is the last generation of Homo sapiens. ...
I have told you these things so that you will know what faces you. In a few hours, the crisis will be upon us. ..."
-Karellen (Overlord from Arthur C. Clarke's Childhoods End)





     I have been spending the last week recovering from a respiratory virus. Developed rather quickly. Nasty little bug. The best thing about being sick though, it all the sleep you get to catch up on. And the medication is always fun. Everyone loves a good OTC buzz! I am feeling better currently, but still weak and fatigued. The fever broke a couple of days ago. In the past couple of weeks we have seen terrorist attacks on Paris and Mali. Yesterday, Belgium was in a state of emergency over information indicating a imminent attack by ISIS on the capital. I believe that the increased police and military presence and curfew, prevented the attack, because ISIS would not have accomplished much attacking depopulated areas. Citizens were told to stay indoors and shelter in their homes and many public venues were closed. Rumors of a plot against the WWE in Atlanta planned for today have come up, but there is "no credible threat". Only time will tell, and I doubt we have seen the last of the world wide attacks.

     I dealt with a lot of drama and stress in my home last week. Some of my closer friends know what I am talking about, but to protect my own privacy I wont go into details here. Thankfully that all ended before I got sick. That would have just been added problems and would have further degraded my health. I try to help people whenever and however I can, whenever the opportunity arises. I believe it to be my calling. At times, I feel like a clergymen. Someone people confide in, whom they don't have to worry about being judged by and who has their spiritual and moral welfare in mind. Someone who can be trusted and is concerned with their well being, while expecting no reward other than gratitude in return. All this for the glory of God, not myself. I am often taken advantage of, and sometimes end up dealing with problems that aren't any way mine. But, it is worth the reward of service knowing that in some small way I am helping the world to be a better place. And although 'no good deed goes unpunished", it doesn't go without its bigger rewards either.

     Many people looking at our world's current crisis, fall in to depression and worry as a result. I can't blame them, but it is more important to have hope and optimism. All dark periods, no matter how terrible, always pass and a golden age follows. These seasons are for the eventual betterment of our world and evil always eventually is conquered by good. And because of this, it is important for us all to arm ourselves with love and unity as opposed to the weapons of hate and war. Vengeance and "justice" are the seeds of further evil, and no good can ever come from them. Overcome every evil act with 1000 acts of love. Not everyone will bother to do this, but if you are willing to-work harder in the name of those who don't. For every dark personality, preform 7x7x7 acts of hope and good. If what I am telling you is in vain, than may all memory of me be wiped from the earth. I declare this with utmost confidence.

"And the light pierced the darkness, but the darkness did not understand it."

     -The Bible

LINKS:

Three Loco 'We are Farmers'

Kreayshawn 'Gucci Gucci' Music Video

Kreayshawn 'Bumpin Bumpin' Music Video

Kreayshawn 'Go Hard' Music Video



Post Blood Moon

     Not much is new for me, which can be a good thing. It says something about stability and calm...before the storm! Did you see the blood moons? I took a gander. Seems weird that night. More violence than usual and the beginning of Russian/Chinese involvement in Syria. Now Russia is conducting bombing runs against ISIS, while America criticizes them. I hate to be the one to point out the hypocrisy here but...war on terror? Have you heard of it U.S. government? Yes, you invented it. But, now that the Russians are doing it better-you throw a fit. But why? It's OK to be number two. You don't always have to be number one. You cant win them all.  Give someone else a turn. On Friday there was yet another shooting. One of Americas great exports these days. Used to be cars and stuff, now it is unusual expressions of violence. Oregon hosted this disaster, when a gunmen shot and killed multiple people and allegedly left a manifesto for others to read. Why don't they ever release the manifestos anyway? Maybe if we could read what the killers had wrote we would have some kind of clue as a society as to how to prevent further slaughter in the future! But no, this is America. It's wacky land here, as I say. We do things the dumb way.

A Short List of Saviors and Interesting Links

     Still no luck with the job hunt!


     Know that Krishna is the Christ of south east Asia. Mithra is the Pagan savior as are Horus and Apollo. Zoroaster is to Iran (similarly is Baha'u'llah to the Baha'i). Muhammad also can be seen as a sort of savior figure to Muslims (though not as a literal savior). Hinduism (again with Krishna) paved the way for the enlightener Buddha.


LINKS:
Rebirthing Mothra (Music Video)


Godzilla Vs. Gamera (Fan Film)


Midnight City (M-88) Music Video