Random Reminisces

     I am typing this while a fire works show is going on in front of me. It is Independence Day and I have a few beers in me, and hopefully more alcohol later. I gave gad a lot on my mind and it is giving me melancholy, so I'm not enjoying things that I should be enjoying. I have a deer friend that is outside of my ability to contact her (temporarily), but I read miss talking to her. Anyway, here are some random reminisces of mine:

- I would make sure good leader if I wasn't so adverse to authority (depending on situation).

- All Women are beautiful  and you all deserve to know that. Don't let any man shame your game.

- I miss working in Urgent Care (medical clinic). The previous employer really burned me, which is a shame since it was my dream job. God Willing, I will find another dream job.

- I hope my Mom is still awake. I hope my friend and me go to lunch next week. I hope me and my friend J. eventually become something more than friends. I hope my friend A.B. returns to Oklahoma City so I can see him again.

- I hope to have a daughter someday. I will be the best father to my children imaginable.

- I wonder if I will ever get to hang out with D. and B. again. I will never see Mark again.

- I love Kim Chi.

- Follow your Will.

- I could tell people all that I have learned on the path of mysticism about the matrix of reality, but they likely would not believe me.

- I don't like to watch T.V. (except for the news mostly). I like to be in control of the media that I receive.

- If possible I one day visit the Democratic People's Republic of Korea (North Korea).

- I will Love my children with all my heart. I will care for them to the most possible.


-There are alot of peoplle whom I have forgotten,  that I would like to request ember and recontact.

- I love caramel.

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Brian 2.0

     I am becoming a new and better person. I am letting go of old challenges and hang ups and grudges. My old ways of thinking that were harmful for me can go too. Fake friends as well. I am becoming a Brian born anew. I will give meaning to my name. It will no longer be a simple American name, but will come into a meaning of its own. I moved into a new apartment in September. I am currently single. That is typically my default status. I am looking for a new career path, new partner and a new way of life.



     

Looking forward to the Bahai Fast That is Coming Up.

Name: Brian James Hill
Some people would say that putting my name out there broad casted on the internet like that is risky...but isn't that what a name is for? Besides...look how boring it is. Brian-James-Hill. Three, vary basic ordinary names. Someone once said to me "But it's an American name"! Indeed it is.  Or rather it is a British name, but as an American I will call it 'American'. James is the middle name of my father and Hill is his last name. I rather have 'Smith', which is the name of my maternal family. I was raised by them and consider myself more of a 'Smith', than a 'Hill'. My father was Keith James Hill. He currently resides in Maryland I believe.




Age:30
I am glad. I am much more wise than I was ten years ago. This is the beginning of a new decade in my life. Big positive changes are coming for me soon. I got all the bad decisions and mistakes out of my system in my 20s. I am even looking to have a family in the not too distant future. I am tired of the dating game and all that garbage. I am ready to lay down routes and get some rest and stability and focus on my Mission.




Stats:
I am 5'11. 158 lbs. Thin.





    
     That is an older pic. Maybe a year old, give or take. But, it is more or less what I look like. Most of you already know that, because you know me personally.


Today is February 24th, 2015...and I'm already out of food stamps. I did sign up for Obama Care though-I can't afford the premiums, so my dental abscesses are going to have to be healed through some good old fashioned self-care. At least it could be scientifically fun.


     I made four burgers  today, using my Foreman grill. Cooked them way too long. The grill is supposed to know how long to cook it, and it did, but I left it sitting on the burning grill so long it was charred. I never claimed to be a good cook. In fact my own cooking leaves something to be desired. But, believe it or not, there are much worse cooks out there. Kayla is a "friend" who dropped in to stay for a few days. She cooked several times, and the food was worse than mine.  I spit it out and threw it in the trash when she wasn't looking. I generally don't cook for others myself. I wouldn't want to put another human being through that kind of thing. The Bahai Fast is coming up and I am super-duper excited. That is a very special time for me, to fast and preform certain private and personal rites to commune with God and gain spiritual blessings. It is a wonderful experience every time. During the day I will fast from food and water as much as possible (including sex and nicotine) and do other rites that I have made for myself, that aren't prescribed by the faith. I tend to mix my own beliefs and practices in with the faith in order to better understand the truths of the faith and my relationship with God.

Sorry for the Late Updates!

     It's been hectic for me for the last week or so. Between being in a new relationship and a new job, I havent had as much time for my blog. But, I havent forgotten it! My updates may take longer to post, but they will keep coming! I have been in a kind of slump with some personal stuff (relocating, getting past a recent relationship with someone I had strong feelings for, etc.). I also don't like the city I moved too. The people here arent very nice either. Today and tommorow I am back in Norman to take care of some bussiness. To those of you who pray, I need the prayer for some obstacles I am coming against. You are appreciated.

     The Pope is calling for a world government and has liberal and new policys for the Church. I believe that Pope Francis is preparing the way for the Antichrist and the construction of the False Church. He also has suggested that the religions of the world should come together. Is there any question that he is the prophet of New Babylon? The Pope is playing the role of the False Prophet very well.

-Brian Hill
 June 20th, 2013

P.S. Hawaii is coming due for a tsunami.

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Song Lyrics I Would Like to Share

'It's Time' by Imagine Dragons

So this is what you meant
When you said that you were spent
And now it's time to build from the bottom of the pit
Right to the top
Don't hold back
Packing my bags and giving the academy a rain check

...

It's time to begin, isn't it?
I get a little bit bigger, but then I'll admit
I'm just the same as I was
Now don't you understand
That I'm never changing who I am

So this is where you fell
And I am left to sell
The path to heaven runs through miles of clouded hell
Right to the top
Don't look back
Turning the rags and giving the commodities a rain check

 

Lyrics copied and pasted from: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/imaginedragons/itstime.html

 

'Radioactive' by Imagine Dragons

I'm breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus
This is it, the apocalypse

...

 

I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones
Enough to make my systems blow
Welcome to the new age, to the new age

...

 

A World Gone Mad

http://newsletter.followersofyah.com/read/2013/06/a-world-gone-mad-signs-of-the-times/

 

Above article from the Followers of Yah web page. I really like reading the articles put out by F.O.Y. Ministry's and the DVD's they will send you...for free.

 

 

 

 

 

 

April 27th, 2013 (The Heavens are Shaking and Falling

     Hello friends. As some of you may already known I broke my clavicle a few days ago and may have rotator cuff damage. It is possible that I will need surgery. Without insurance, how will that be possible? More debt. Debt has become the American pass time. I am not even sure how I broke it. I am supposed to take Ambien for insomnia. I took it before going to bed and apparently got back up and have no recollection of what happened. All I know is that I woke up the next morning in agony. Figuring I had a rotator cuff injury, I went the rest of the day and night without doing a thing about it. I had hoped maybe it was a simple injury and would get better on its own. Finally being unable to sleep due to pain, I broke down and went to the Norman Regional Hospital Emergency Room, where I was obviously examined by a Doctor and x rayed. The x ray confirmed a break. I am supposed to make an appointment with a "Dr. James Bond". I thought that was cute. So much for enlisting in the National Guard. Eh, I believe that everything happens for a reason and that despite my string of bad luck in recent weeks, something positive will come from all of this.

     As for other things in my personal life, I have been working through the separation of a recent close relationship that also ended up with loosing her family, which I adopted as my own. I am doing tons better than before, but of course lingering feelings will persist for some time. Then one day, it wont even matter anymore. Now that I am once again single I can "play the field" and work on my relationship with God (Allah).

     Now on to a review of last nights weather in central Oklahoma...The day shifted from warm to cold and warm again, which told me we could expect tornadoes or thunder storms. It had rained sporadically that morning. After reviewing the weather map I made a weather prediction for the storms to hit about 11:00 P.M. (see yesterday's post). I was off by just about an hour, give or take. The storm arrived at approximately 10:00 P.M. It hit north Oklahoma City, the hardest. One storm chaser said that it was "the worst" hail storm he has ever seen. With all this record breaking natural events occurring, one could make a drinking game of it. One road in the City was closed due to hail. I cant imagine how hail closed the road, but that is what happened.

     In my dream last night I received what I believe to be a sort of revelation. The whole message I am unable to recall, but it was hard to understand (think about Nostradamus's quatrains and how they were written), but it referenced an event connected with comets appearing from a secret place. The Oort cloud in the outer region of the solar system is composed of millions of comets. Could we see some multiple comets come from that region? Or maybe some where else? We recently had two close calls with asteroids, the meteor that exploded over Russia in February, multiple sightings of fire balls from various parts of the world and three comets to appear this year. Something seems to have disturbed the celestial bodies in our solar system. In Mark 13:25 we are told that "...the stars will fall from the sky, and the heavenly bodies will be shaken" (NIV). Sounds like what seems to already be going on. I am not a believer in "Planet X/Nibiru", however there has been scientific talk about a brown dwarf that may be causing a gravitational anomaly, that could cause celestial debris to be sling shot towards the inner solar system.

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