Some Positive Verbage About America and Americans

     One of the biggest problems in Oklahoma is our education system. It is an embarrassment. We probably have more people in state prisons than our whole education system. I know of know environmental issues in Oklahoma, though it is worth mentioning the water supply in Norman is contaminated with high levels of chromium-8. But, that's nothing new. Ours are ranked as some of the highest in the country. Some would say you can taste the cancer in the water. I drink it anyway, because I don't give a shat about that kind of thing. It makes me stronger! I smoke cigarettes too and drink alcohol and probably go a little heavy on the cold and flu medication sometimes. Speaking of which, I need to go and get some more. My point is that I am too tough to care about such things. And I am sure I will carry those words to my grave. The weather lately has had me congested. On that tune, I will bring up our flu epidemic which is peeking for the second time this season. H1N1 has been the dominant but is now possibly past its peak but the H3N2 strain is just starting to show its rise. It has been a deadly flue season but not as bad as last years, but I think it will go down in the books as one of the most lethal flu epidemics in U.S. History. Oklahoma reports 56 deaths this season. The number one being the H1N1 "Spanish Flu" pandemic that burned in three waves from 1917-1919 and killed 150 million people world wide. Times of tragedy in this country seem to help strengthen the bond Americans have. We let that bond go loose all to often, but as much as I have criticized our nation lately, I must say we work wonderful as a team, which is why I am pushing so hard for us all in this country to rise up and help each other to fix the holes in our system and truly make this country great again.

     I am trying to steer this blog away from the previous apocalyptic style I was using and focus more on other things of interest to me. Although I have noticed that upon pulling away from the Apocalypse/Armageddon genre, viewers of this blog have gone way down. If you are reading this please send a link to any interested friends you have or post it to Facebook. Help me advertise =)
Tell me what kind of things you would be interested in reading here. It is not all about me. Doesn't need to be, but I use me as a starting point. I wish to entertain and inform you, if you will leave me comments below.

     The Goddess has blessed me with positive inner changes and a new way to focus my attention on things that make me happy. I am evolving spiritually and focusing on my pursuit of happiness as well as bettering the world and creating worlds with my imagination. Reading is my big love. I loved getting detention in High School. I only had it like twice though. I really enjoyed the quiet space to focus on my reading and get my hone work done so it wouldn't have to come with me home. I still don't understand how its even a punishment. Last year I was unlawfully arrested for trespassing (I was on a public side walk walking through the University-the false charges were dropped and I chose not to make a stink of it considering the hard work our Police do, it was an honest screw up and I don't wish to make their lives harder through formal complaint. I make mistakes too). I was in jail for only a few hours, but I did enjoy the time I got to sit in solitude and focus on reading Ayn Rand until they released me. LOL. I  consider my latest accomplishments to be a victory.

     I have no ill will towards the Police. Most of them are good people. Regular folks and hard working. Our everyday heroes-many are Moms and Dads.     

     

Is Norman Hallowed Ground?

     I am back in Norman for a couple of days. I would really like to stay here. I criticised this town and under appreciated it, but spending time outside of Norman, in Oklahoma City, has renewed my appreciation for Norman. The weather has been warm, but not scorching like the last two summers, but summer has just started. I had an exceptional day yesterday, happiest day in a long time. I believe that better days are ahead. Like I have been saying- at long last i am seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I continue to believe that there is something special about Norman, that I am yet to identify. It feels like a safe haven in these times. Disasters dance just outside of the city at times, but generally don't strike in the heart of the town. I will write more later.

Seismic activity and Resources in Norman

A couple of resources for people in the Norman area who may need assistance:
Community Action: 405-275-6060
Mission Norman: 405-321-8880

* 5.7 Earthquake Strikes Northern California. This comes as part of a rash of seismic activity and quakes around the world. People living near fault lines should be aware of any potential quakes that may occur.

* Deep 8.3 magnitude earthquake strikes Sea of Okhotsk in Russia’s Far East . Second major earthquake to strike the planet within 24 hours, as the article reports. The other location was just off of Tonga in the south Pacific. Volcanic eruption also occurring just north of the area of Okhotsk.

May 7th, 2013

     On top of all other things, I am getting a dental abscess! Grrr! At least it has taken my focus off of my shoulder, eh ;) So I am treating it with OTC pain relievers like Aleve and Ibuprofen. No antibiotics yet, but I am going to get that changed very soon. I almost went to the ER last night to get a shot of Novocaine, but eventually managed to fall asleep, and I felt some what better in the morning (thanks to the NSAIDS). Other than that, I am trying to just focus on developing myself and experiencing as much happiness as I can, and being the best person I can be. I am still working through the loneliness that came from the breakup of my most recent relationship, but I doubt me and her will ever speak again or even see each other again. It is for the best, and in a year I will probably think to myself "why did I feel this way about that person? Why did I allow myself to expend so much emotional energy in a relationship that doesn't matter anymore"? While I still love her and her family, I am trying to accept that God has other plans for me, and I  wish her the truest love and happiness. I look forward to meeting again in Heaven. I have n idea what her new life will entail, but she is happy with it, and I am trying to make the most of mine. I don't know how much I will get done today, or even what I expect to do today. There is a couple of places I want to apply for work at, and I will be meeting my Mom this afternoon. It is very possible that I will be leaving Norman this afternoon. At one time I loved this town, but I have grown to despise it. I don't like to entertain negative energy, but that is just how I feel.

     The Lord is near to those that have a broken heart, and he saves those who have a contrite spirit.     -Psalm 34:18

     I was considering trying to enlist with the Oklahoma Army National Guard, but I think that my broken clavicle would keep me out. I am not even going to waste a recruiters time. Since my wallet disappeared a few weeks ago I know how to replace my social security card since it was in the wallet. Until I get that replaced, I can't verify that I am a U.S. citizen, and thus cant get a new job. Balls! It's always something, but that is what keeps life moving, not boring and interesting all at the same time. My life is certainly an interesting one, and these are certainly interesting times to be alive in. If I do decide to move from Norman (and that could be as spontaneous as happening in the next couple of hours) where will I go? Back to Moore where I grew up perhaps. Or maybe Oklahoma City, or quite possibly out of state. The opportunity presents itself to start a new life.

Links:

*Tablet of Ahmad (Prayer)

*Rapture in 2013?
 

II Apocalypse

II Apocalypse

Written April 15-16, 2013

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I.
1.The sky has went from clear to cloudy. It may rain, it may storm. The sun gives a golden hue to the cloud mountain tops as it sets in the west.
2. What if tomorrow is the day written of in the Hadith? When Allah denies the sun, its passage back to the east, and instead the sun must rise from the direction it has retired? The day the Beast rises from the dessert in the desert. Only time will tell.
3. Today is April 15th 1 A.A. (2013). The Day of the Sun, The Day of the Explosions, the day of the terror in Boston. As Shawna says-it reflects the times we live in.

II.
1. 9:02 PM CST- Just starting to feel centered. The clouds have gathered some and storms to the east. Storms popping up. Rain storms may be possible here.
2. I believe that the Tribulation is soon. We are in the last days, however we may still have a s long as 30 years left...or ten. I believe that I will see the End in my life time...or I could be totally wrong (as I have been before). I believe that we are living in an apocalyptic age at least. This is what I have been chronicling about.
3. The Kingdom of God is not just above us, it is also withing us. That is important to realise and remember. It is also around us. Nirvana is achievable within yourself. Look inside yourself to find the Kingdom, enlightenment and even God.
4. It has been suggested to me by Eva, to download "On My Own". Apparently it applies to my current situation.
5. Today marks the 101st anniversary of the birth of the Great Leader Kim Il Sung. No nuclear war started today. No missiles fired from the DPRK (to my knowledge anyway).
6. Were the Boston attacks, done be a revolutionary American, wanting to trigger chaos? Warring against his own country? I have said that these types of events are to be expected, and will occur with more frequencey as the U.S. and world governments slowly loose their grip of control over their populations. Were Islamic extremists involved? Could it have been North Korea?
7. When you have God, you are never alone. Loneliness never needs to apply in your life.
8. The situation in North Korea will soon be solved by the  West. Kim Jong Un will be the last dictator of the DPRK. There will be revolution and power struggle there, after the collapse of the regime.
9. ... [More events to occur in America soon]
10. I am finding more evidence of my belief about a sudden spiritual shift in people centered around 12/21/12.
11. We are living in the Apocalypse.
12. The weather patterns this year are going to be bizarre.
13. God puts people in our lives to lead and teach us. Who leads you? Who teaches you? Who do you lead and teach? Be conscious of that.
14. A Potentate is a person who has an almost universal amount of political power.
15. The sun has now set. What awaits us tonight? Tomorrow? Tomorrow is a new day. We recently had a new moon. Let us hope for better days ahead and positive changes.
16. The violence that I previously warned about, is now, and has been taking effect. It has been going steady for the past few months, and will increase in its influence. You will see people behave in ways that you couldn't imagine a human would willingly behave. The Boston bombings just highlight my warning. But fret not, for the world has much chaff to burn. Better, brighter, more beautiful days will follow these dark times. It is not a time to be in fear, but to rejoice for the earth is being cleansed. Things are being prepared for a coming utopia which is right around the corner and closer than you can imagine! The time for the destruction of the old world and the old ways of doing things, has arrived! It is about to be time to make things new!

III.
1. Go out and help your fellow man. These are hard times we live in. Give to each other what you can. In times of disaster that is where you should be, out helping other people. Spread love and wisdom wherever you go. That is how to live in these times!
2.  Jesus (Yeshuah) had the name 'Jesus' even before he was born. It was the name he went by in his pre-existence, when he was the Word. Before his incarnation in the flesh.
3. 2013 will be a bad year. It will be a dark and terrible year. It will be infamous. It is associated with the number 13. However it will be a good year for many (including myself), but bad and terrible for others. Woe! Unto them who are preoccupied by earthly and evil things, All material things shall pass and be destroyed, but the Spirit always remains.
4. The amount of injured in Boston is over 140 with 3 dead. May God be with those whom died, and may he be with those who survived and may he be with everyone who has been affected by this unfortunate event. J. shared with me her testimony yesterday. She found god in December.
5. I wonder what the statistics are on new found faith around that time.

IV.
1. What is the nature of God? Does anyone know? God is unknowable in Its completeness.
2. But God will let you experience him. He will reveal himself to you if you ask him to. God is so much greater than the universe, you can't even imagine. God is always with you-forever beside you and he will never leave you without.
3. God is Love. God is Mercy.
4, God is quick to forgive and slow to want to punish.

V. The Birth of Christ
1. On a date that has since been forgotten, was born to a virgin woman, a special child.
2. (I sit here on Oklahoma University campus...as I write this. It really sets the atmosphere for writing, honestly. Maybe, it will even open me up to a social connection. I enjoy meeting people and talking to people. Norman is a great town to meet a variety of different types of people. Norman is it's own society.)
3. A star appeared in the east. The direction from which the sun rises. Was it a star? A comet? A super-nova? No one remembers.
4. To the world a child was born, and that child was named Jesus Emanuel. Jesus was the name he held, even before his birth. Yeshua Ha-Mashiach. Jesus is the Messiah.
5. The infant Jesus has been visited by a group of wisemen. How many wise men no one remembers. But they brought him three gifts.
6. His mother was Mary. Mary the Mother of the son of God. To whom was visited the Holy Spirit in her chastity and purity. Mary is the mother of mothers. Jesus was her first born. She gave him brothers, who were born after him.
7. And in the last days it will be like it was at the birth of this man. The sign of Christ shall appear in the eastern sky. When you see that sign, know that the conclusion of this aeon has arrived.

VI.
1. At some point it became April 16th, 2013. No mushroom clouds over American cities. No missile attacks. The Korean missile crisis is over by my score. They have demonstrated that they are mostly bark with little bite. They played chicken with the west and the west won.
2. [Image of a spiral]
3. Do you want to knot about God? Meditate on pi. Let he who has wisdom calculate pi. It is a spiral. Forever spiraling creation. The eternal cycle of all things.
4. The current time is 4:30 A. It is the 16th of April. Today is a new beginning. It is a new day. New days bring the opportunity for better things, a time to refresh and start anew.
5. All praise due to God! Allahu-Abah! Allahu Akbar! Hallelujah! Glory to the Greatest Name!
6. This concludes the text entitled II Apocalypse.