A Few "Short" Words For Our Changing Age

     I am currently going through nightmares with all the women in my life. My judgmental mother whom is infinitely disappointed in me and always will be no matter what I accomplish, so why should I bother to try? Eh? Then "my baby" mamma, Melodie, the cheating whore. And I'm being nice. Unfaithful to her boy friend and to me. I am not upset about that part though, because I am used to, and fully expect to be cheated on-which is why I have just decided to call it "polyamoury". I am very skeptical that the baby is mine. How could she know anyway? There are so many potential candidates for the father! She (amongst others) are driving me to the loony bin and I am not exaggerating. I have come quite close to loosing my shit over the past week. At one time I considered my life in a temporary transition, but now it seems a permanent state of being-which I am not entirely unhappy with. I wish I could have a more stable family life and healthy relationship with my possible child, but I am now resolved to the fact that I will not have her in my life. It's for the best anyway, me thinks. Besides, my future holds a responsibility for me that would only be held back by a kid and would only probably endanger any family I was with. What I mean by that, is that I expect very soon the shit to hit the fan world wide and whatever I am being saved for, I imagine requires me to be in dangerous survival situations. To have a family to take care of and defend would be impossible. It is better that I remain single, solitary and without offspring to worry about. Best for everyone I imagine.


     Donald Trump has promised to throw Hillary in jail, if he is elected. Hillary looks like she will end up being the first casualty of the Trump Police state. Are you ready? I am! I'm kind of looking forward to it. In a sick way I hope he gets elected, just so we can see World War III! If Hillary is elected we may see Armageddon averted for another 4-8 years depending. I would HATE for that to happen! What will I blog about?


     I theorize that 'Climate Change', is a natural cycle in nature and probably has occurred many times before, and will may times after we have wiped ourselves off the record of history. Perhaps it is an eschatological event planned by God to coincide with end times. Or perhaps, its just another nudge from nature that doubtlessly has came and gone millions of times through the ages. And if it does wipe us out, so what? We had a half-assed run. Do we really deserve to be a part of earths future? Or are we seeing some spring cleaning from Mother Gaia herself, to sweep out the old to make way for the new next stage of creation? Are the current climate changes set up by God as a warning or preparation for an apocalypse to come? A pre-step towards the fulfillment of prophecy?


     The point of my spiritual initiation is not to back step. Not to "go backwards". I have done a few dance steps backwards over the past week. This isn't the first time, and generally I recover quickly, but each revisit into the Abyss takes me deeper into the darkness, farther from the light. I am again crawling out of the pit, but this time I feel like I am bringing something back with me. Something dark. I have been sleeping like crap lately. This is typical for me. My dreams and mind play cruel torture games with me. Ruminating over the torments and demons of my life. Then on top of it all my back is killing me. Muscle contractions in the thoracic region. This morning I woke up abruptly and wanted to return to sleep,  but instead got up and had something to eat. Tried to lay back down for a nap that wouldn't come, so I ended up leaving and going about my mostly unproductive day. For lunch I fixed a chicken sandwich which I ended up having to throw away because a fruit fly claimed it for himself. Why the hell do I have so many fruit flies in my apartment? There seem to be gnats all over the state too. Probably from the recent wet weather and warm winter. I visited Lake Murray in Ardmore, and despite all the speak about Zika mosquitoes, I didn't see one damn mosquito. I was looking forward to contracting the virus. Better luck in July? If I do end up going back (which I doubt I will). What's for dinner tonight? I haven't really decided. I guess I will come up with SOMETHING. Not noodles though. No, I am getting tired of noodles. Have been for quite awhile. Probably cookie dough ice cream. I LOVE raw cookie dough!


     I cant remember what I dreamt but I imagine it involved me screaming in the middle of the night. I am have come militant anti-Psychiatry and big pharma. "Don't smoke week and don't drink alcohol" they say "but here take some of these...they will make you better and...like us". No thanks. You can keep your Prozac and Celexa and your synthetic chemicals. Take 'em yourself. Make your dick not work-leave my dick alone! I don't want your cancer causing substances. Leave me what nature gave me. What Goddess intended me to take. It is Ramadan and I haven't been a good Muslim. Been smoking and eating (fucking?) when I shouldn't have been. Allah have mercy on me. I did much better last year, but last year I had a guide to motivate me. This year I am going through my own self-Jihad. Oh guess what? A gnat just landed next to me. What is this a fucking plague!? A gnat plague. Time to go home and drink some haram alcohol. Have a good weekend all you paranoids and survivalists and curiosity seekers! And happy Ramadan!


    

Wars and Rumors of Wars (With North Korea)

     If you have been paying attention to current events, you have noticed that North  Korea (Democratic People's Republic of Korea) have been in the news a lot lately. It seems the new young dictator Kim Jong Eun has been flexing his muscles at the world. The only logical result will end up bad for me. In recent days he has made numerous threats towards South Korea (Republic of Korea), Japan (Nippon), South Korea (Republic of Korea) and the U.S., including threats of using nuclear warfare. He has backed his claims up by positioning ballistic missiles on the east coast (presumably aimed at Guam and Japan) and put them into a ready to fire position. At this time, he has not followed up on his threats (and I doubt he will considering the Pacific forces that America has placed in the area as a retaliatory strike group). North Korea has a long record of making empty threats. Could Kim Jong Eun be crazier than his father, and actually go through with it? Maybe. He has taken the issue farther then his predecessors. Anti-missile batterys have been placed in Guam to shoot down any missiles that threaten the U.S. or her allies. I realize reporters are to report objectively, but it is my opinion that something needs to be done by the west again Korea, to punish them for making an already volatile situation, hot.

     April 15th is the most likely date for the North to carry out a launch. April 15th is the birth anniversary of the North Korean Santa Claus and nation founder, "Eternal President" Kim Il-Sung. It is the one day a year that children get to eat meat.

War of Justice Is Way for Durable Peace on Korean Peninsula: Newspaper

http://kcna.co.jp/item/2013/201304/news11/20130411-13ee.html

"Rodong Sinmun Thursday says this in a bylined article. ....

...The above-said joint military exercises are a product of the U.S. policy of aggression on the DPRK and of the south Korean puppet forces' ambition to invade it, pursuant to the U.S. policy. This is the final phase of the dangerous war racket which has been systematically escalated with the seed of a nuclear war. Their war racket is an extremely reckless act of bringing dangerous nuclear holocaust to the Korean Peninsula and the rest of Asia and the world. The DPRK has made every possible effort to improve the inter-Korean relations and achieve peace and reunification of the country. However, there is a limit to the patience of the DPRK. Its final conclusion is that fire and strength should be countered in kind." North Korea At Brink of War: http://www.raptureforums.com/FeaturedCommentary/northkorealeanstowardbrinkofwar.cfm?utm_source=ExpressPigeon&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Rapture+Forums+Newsletter+4%2F13%2F2013 World War III? http://www.raptureforums.com/RaptureReport/rapturereport04122013.cfm KCNA Warns the South Against Hacking: http://kcna.co.jp/item/2013/201304/news11/20130411-22ee.html

Fulfilled prophecy and Current Events

Dear Readers, (not to be confused with Dear Leader)

     This is interesting. While going about my daily Internet searching I came across what appears to be the early attempts of forming a one world religion by request of the United Nations (the beast?). Hmmm. I am always skeptical of whatever it is that the U.N. is doing. But, then again, some call me paranoid. I have noticed that in the past few months (beginning around October of last year- at least that is when I started noticing) there seemed to be a boost in the number of people turning to spirituality. I saw more people around me having significant spiritual experiences, conversions, baptism, etc. Even supernatural experiences. There was also the opposite happening in others as well. Violence, loss of faith, general rudeness seemed to worsen suddenly. It was as if the world unknowingly chose sides...between good  and evil. Whatever was in your heart was magnified. Whether it was love, or nastiness-it got stronger. But, by the mercy and grace of God was I called to salvation and service, of which I am eternally grateful. And of course, there was also a lot of people who didn't have such an experience. If you suddenly and dramatically found God/dess within the last few months please email me and share your experience with me. If you would like it reproduced to be posted on this blog, please let me know what I am able to share. Otherwise I will keep our correspondence confidential.

     In March we saw a plague of locusts in Israel during the pass over, that came out of Egypt (where the Hebrews came from to Israel-what the passover is celebrated for). I have also noticed some of my own predictions being fulfilled. The following comes from Book of the Apocalypse, which I wrote on 12/14/2012 and published to my blog on the 8th of April of 2013.
"There shall be storms, earth shocks, plagues, the eruption of volcanoes and a restless sea. From the heavens debris will fall in the form of meteors" (I:1.). While it is true that these things have been going on since the beginning of Earth's history, what makes current events different is that many of these things are happening at the same time and previously unseen severity.
Storms: Nor'easters (http://abcnews.go.com/US/video/winter-weather-march-2013-noreaster-abc-news-digital-18657805), Storm in the Mid West, are a couple of examples.
Plagues: Harsh Flu Season 2012-2013, outbreak in Saudi Arabia and U.K. of a SARS-like Virus, Current outbreak of bird flu in China, as well as food born illness outbreaks and other epidemics. In Norman we seem to be going through an outbreak of Pneumonia. You can hardly go anywhere without hearing people coughing and hacking. In fact I heard coughing and someone blow their nose as I typed that. I have had a sore throat for a couple of days not and think I may be coming down with something. But, the cough and cold medicine I am taking, has helped out a lot.
Earth Shocks: April 9th 6.3M earthquake in Iran, 7.1M earthquake off the coast of Indonesia, China, Korea and Russia struck by 6.2M earthquake.
Volcanic Eruptions: Volcanic activity occurring in several places this year.
Meteors: February of this year brought the infamous meteor explosion that occurred over Russia, which was followed by fire balls sightings around the world in the weeks following. Interestingly enough, a state of emergency was declared at ground zero in Russia where an outbreak of Rabies has occurred in the wild life. Other parts of the world are also noticing a rise in Rabies cases in animals.

 "The earth shall shake in many places. Even in some places unaccustomed to such shaking" (I:2). I already covered a few earthquakes above, but an unusual place for quakes to occur would be Wyoming.

" Evil shall increase...Like wise evil shall become common place..." (I:3). A few days ago two men went into a community college in Texas and randomly stabbed people, serial killer, Georgia man holds five Fireman hostage, and a hostage situation occurring in Oklahoma that lead to the suicide of the hostage taker.

"What will happen on the winter solstice of 2012? It's up to the people of the Earth to decide. Everyone will be judged according to their deeds and their lives. Nations will be judged according to their behavior under their appointed rulers, who shall be held accountable for their decisions and decrees. And each will also be rewarded according to their fruits" (I:4). Nothing dramatic happened on that day. But, in retrospect haven't you noticed an increase in bad things happening since around that date? Hurricane Sandy, Sandy Hook, the flu and the other events of this year.

"Do you want signs? They are everywhere. Look for them, ask for them. If you will only look, you will see them. In the stars, in the news, in the numbers, in dreams and visions-even in the minds of people" (From the 2nd Chapter). Our sun is reaching its 11 year cycle (solar maximum), three bright comets will appear this year (one already is in the sky), and we have had several near earth asteroids in the past few months. Check your dreams. Any interesting dreams that have come true? I know some of mine have. I would love to hear your experiences.

     Again I bring up the point that some people have become better, more spiritually aware people, while others have become worse people than they were before. What about you? A good thing, Pope Francis is pushing for more missions-which will bring more people to God and hopefully draw disadvantaged people under the care of the church. The situation with North Korea is reaching a boiling point drawing the U.S. and North Korea closer to the brink of war than ever before. A missile launch (possibly nuclear tipped) could occur at any moment, though the U.S. has defense plans in place in case we, Japan or South Korea are threatened by the North. I doubt that a war will break out at this time, but I would not be surprised to see military intervention from the west soon. Comrade Kim Jong Un is pushing things way too far. I believe that World War III will include the U.S., the U.K., U.N. China, Japan, both Koreas, the Philippines, Russia and the Middle East. Of course other countries will be involved, but I believe that those will be the major players.

     I believe that the strange things happening on out planet currently (mass animal die offs, outbreaks of strange diseases, unexplained sounds coming from the earth, pot holes, etc.) are signs that the Tribulation is getting closer and closer to us. I believe that God is working signs in order to get people to "wake up" and pay attention. To choose to live spiritual and good lives. There will be more and more strange events as time goes on, but we wont have forever to make a decision, and anyone of us could die at any moment and will it be too late then? If you haven't already, stop and think about it for a day. Sleep on it and see how you feel about it in the morning. Whatever decision you come to, make sure it is an intelligent one that you came to by examining the available evidence.

     Have you taken notice that it seems the Law Enforcement agencies in America and around the world seem to slowly be loosing control over the ever maddening populations? It's no longer a question of "when will civil unrest break out"? It has already begun and it's going to get worse and worse. Slowly at first, but when the ball starts to roll it wont stop until something DRAMATIC is done (Marshall Law/FEMA take over for example). How long before the end? I think it is still at least a few years off. How long? I do not know. But, Jesus says that when you see these things know that the end is not yet, but that it is at the doors. I believe that not only is it at the doors, but it has started knocking. He also says to know that this generation shall not pass until you see the son of man coming in his glory in the clouds. I believe that in our life times we will see the manifestation of God and before that, the rise of the Beast.

     I don't know what your opinion is about these things. Maybe you agree, maybe you disagree...but I would like to hear any honest, respectful and intelligent opinion from you, my reader. A link to email me appears at the top of this article. Thing about these things and any positive changes you need to make in your life. Pray about them, no matter what faith you are. If your not of any faith, maybe it's time to find one. At least try it out. Then get back to me and tell me what you experienced. God bless and have a wonderful day.

Sincerely,
B.H.